i absolutely hate the feeling of...

• thinking i have all the time in the world and looking at the clock in horror to see that i actually have no time at all
• having prickly legs...-_-
• being hot even AFTER i've removed all articles of clothing that is allowed/respectable haha
• the feeling of insects or any little things crawling on me
• knowing that i'm missing something but i can't figure out what
• forgetting where i put something when i know that the place i put it in was somewhere i could find easily the next time....ugh
• people poking or pinching my fat...(well its not too bad :D )
• knowing i totally BOMBED a quiz/test
• knowing that i disappointed someone
• knowing that i failed in any way shape or form
• hurting the feelings of or disappointing one of the people i love the most

say you will :D

yayyy!!! happiness! today was a fairly good monday as far as mondays go :D

did ok on apush test...not THAT ok on spanish test but its fine. and had a hilarious time watching a vid on f. scott fitzgerald in engrish haha :)

after school andrew, kristie, y yo were gonna do this read to lead thing @ local elementary school, but we couldn't cuz the Principal was busy :(

anyhoo we leave the school and go to seven eleven to get some gas. at the pump lil' midge goes...

"dude those guys look like rapists over yonder!" haha and i look and see these shadyish guys comin outta a BIG ASS van. she continues to insinuate that the guys were rapists when i send her out to do my bidding and throw away some trash. she's all "rape her first rape her first!" haha but then one of the guys in the van starts STARING AT ME like...its borderline rapist face

and me being the stupid girl i start to mirror his face and wave like a maniac. he then proceeds to wave back even more ferociously! one thing lead to another and all of a sudden it was crazed fangirl "OMG LIKE OMG ARE YOU GUYS LIKE IN A BAND?!?!" and he was all "YEAH YOU GUYS WANT SOME FREE CD'S?!" and we're all " OMG YEAH CAN WE HAVE PICTURES TOO?!" and it was just all well and glorious. the band's name was Say You Will and we took pics. :) they asked us where they were and told us they were going to Richmond. as i got back in the car he commented on my shoes :) (my ballin' sara quin macbeth's yeahhhh!). we then proceeded to blast their music as they joyously danced along.

we exited seven eleven and left feeling as though we met celebrities :D

it was a fun time.

it might not have gone EXACTLY like this....but its pretty darn close :)

squirtle can vouch for me!

hmm...

Kindness

Its easy to fake.

I’m the master at it.

I like to think that at least 50% is legit,

But I’m not so sure about the other 50%.

Its so easy to be kind to people I just meet,

But oddly, not so easy to be kind to the people I love

Especially when they need it.

I want to be the kind of person who is known for their honest kindness,

And not just use it as a mask to make a good first impression

Someone with a 100% pure heart.

Slowly but surely I’m trying to change mine.

ughhhhh

life is not easy

=(

apush is harddd

math is harddd

have b+ in both and it don't seem 

to want to change...

but they must

so that i won't go to china

this is poop

and on top of that 

startin to feel insecure

about where my life is headed

that sol essay i wrote about college

is doing wonderss for my self esteem

i wish i tried harder earlier on...

feel like i'm wasting my brains sometimes =/

they came....

the shoes...my beloved...they came :DDDD

AHHHH!!! pure blissss that is what they give me :)

ohhh how i feel sorry for the first mothaeffer to step on em....

LET IT NOT BE YOU!!! 

haha ;D

coralineeee

"Making up a song about Coraline She’s a peach she's a doll she's a pall of mine She's as cute as a BUTTON in the eyes of everyone who ever laid their eyes on Coraline When she comes around exploring Mom and I will never ever make it boring Our eyes will be on coraline"

CUTEST MOVIE EVERRRR my god tim burton and everyone who worked with him to make this movie are freaking incredible!!

=D so yeah i had to watch coraline in 2D....CURSESSSS CURSE YOU STUPID JONAS BROTHERS MOVIE GAHHHHH!!!! yeah so that was poop...but whatever i still sat in that theatre with my 3D glassses like i was some hip cool girl....no i looked like a total nerd but hey! who cares?!

haha so anyhoo i went to see it w/ mariam and my bro and his friend and it was exelente :) mariam and i were making little commentaries that usually consisted of not very nice words which was bad cuz i realized that there were many small children around where we were sitting...haha :) but wutevs it was still great!

i definitely recommend this movie to audiences of ALL ages, because it might seem like a baby movie...but its not!!!

i must say i was a bit frightened at some points in the movie...=/ the other mother was scary goddamnit!! haha yeah but it has a great message...can't figure out whether its "there's no place like home" or "beauty isn't skin deep" or it could be something along the lines of "there is beauty in the ugliest of places"? well it's pretty much all of those cliches...but its still good...so yeah

GO WATCH IT NOWWWWW!!! :D

vicious circles

AHHHHHHHH!!! ok i'm officially going CRAZY cuz i want these shoes sooo friggen bad...its so sad...its gotten to the point where i'm coming home from school and just staring longingly at my confirmation email from journeys when i KNOW that its backordered until friday....ughhh ima go insaneeeee until i have these shoes...ugh sadnesss

anywaysss!!!!

yeah so i kinda forgot the point of this blog. it was basically to give kudos to the person who thought of the phrase "vicious circle"

when caught in circles, they can indeed be vicious!

like for example, when my parents are being mean to me, i try to avoid them as any normal human would do, but when i go to ignore them, they get all mad at me all over again, hence the vicious cycle...-_- yeah it kinda sucksss poop

or like another example is when i really don't wanna start my hw, and i waste time doing stupid things like fbing, then i look at the time and i'm like oh shaiza! its soo late i need to do my hw!, and the cycle starts all over again....

these cycles are just meanies aren't they?

yeahhh soo

OH! i wannna talk bout something i love right quick herrr :)

i LOVE LOVE LOVEE when people mix up their words and then repeat their mixed up words while shaking their head, then proceed to correct themselves haha ;) its the best yo!

for example, i heard someone who meant to say "black bag"

say "bak blag" haha :D and she repeats "bak blag" like she's supremely disappointed 

and then proceeds to correct herself

ahhh it was so funny it made my day :)))

bit random but i just wanted to announce that i am now almost completely accepting of my height and i feel no disadvantage or inferiority in being no taller than five feet ( a lil china girl opened my eyes ) haha

ok i'm way too tired and i don't think i made sense

bye! :D