1/11/09

i never thought that anything like this could happen to one of us.
i always saw the drivers ed videos and thought even though these kids are saying the same thing "it'll never happen to us"
its unreal. i can't believe it and i don't want to believe it.
even now...i can't bring myself to poke her back.
even though we went to different schools, we poked each other on facebook
i know that sounds lame or whatever, but everytime i did, i thought of her and how she was doing or what she was up to
you can call our relationship superficial, meaningless, whatever. i don't care what anyone thinks
she was a friend to me, no matter how close.
it still hurts bad.
it still makes me wonder why god would take someone who had so much ahead of her away.
i just don't understand.
i don't understand why it is that even though so many prayed for her, her life was taken away from her.
i don't understand why it is that if i ever press that "poke back" button, i won't ever see a poke on my page from her again...

i like taking baths with my friends...

haha yeah...it sounds really sexual and what not...but its my culture god damn it so stfu ya poops! :) its actually quiteee relaxing and you don't gotta be nakey for gods sake! i mean i don't really feel like exposing myself to strangers either but hey the bath itself is wonderfulllll. and i don't mean bath's like oooh bubbles and soap! i mean bath like hot springsss. mmmm i lovee em! i went to one in korea that had like baths that had naturally scented water and you could just chill in there for however much you want. i have a friend in korea (mirae i love you!!!) and i went with her and her fam. it was the bestttt. you can also go into these little saunas that are like little stone igloos and drink cold drinks, eat hard boiled eggs, and go into the "snow" room to cool off :)
it is truly...a heavenly experience
don't judge! :D
eggs really confuse me...cuz in my harvest moon game...there were definitely "male chickens" ok? i know i know ROOSTERS are male chickens, but how can that be?! they look completely different than chickens...i mean they can even fly and shit! but when the little chickies are hatched they all look the same! so does that mean that boy chickies grow into roosters and girl chickies grow into chickens?...ugh...they make me confused....=/
ughhh i hate when i forget what i wanted to talk about....but oh well i suppose it can't be helped haha. ummm i'm really looking forward to the new game coming out called "mirror's edge" it looks super fun and realistic. and the things the main character does is pretty ballin i must say!
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btw i almost hit these doushes (sp?) with my car today...haha it was a truly invigorating experience :)
gahhh sometimes i wish i could just chop off my hair and have it short...too bad my face is too chubb and round for dat shit =(
ok well i dunno where i was goin wit dis so
sayonara...suckerss!!!! -who created this phrase exactly? and who created the phrase "happy campers"? huh? cuz i've met some campers in my day and they were the farthest thing from happy....hmmm strange
ok yeah goodbye!