i never thought that anything like this could happen to one of us.
i always saw the drivers ed videos and thought even though these kids are saying the same thing "it'll never happen to us"
its unreal. i can't believe it and i don't want to believe it.
even now...i can't bring myself to poke her back.
even though we went to different schools, we poked each other on facebook
i know that sounds lame or whatever, but everytime i did, i thought of her and how she was doing or what she was up to
you can call our relationship superficial, meaningless, whatever. i don't care what anyone thinks
she was a friend to me, no matter how close.
it still hurts bad.
it still makes me wonder why god would take someone who had so much ahead of her away.
i just don't understand.
i don't understand why it is that even though so many prayed for her, her life was taken away from her.
i don't understand why it is that if i ever press that "poke back" button, i won't ever see a poke on my page from her again...
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