grass stains

sooo...i'm tired as a mofo but i just wanted to make a blog cuz i haven't in the LONGESSTT of timesss ;)
ummm life's been aight these dayss...apart from the whole grades FIASCOOO that occurred in which many of my friends and myself became grizzoundedd =/ yeah that was NOT funn! anyhoo i've just been chillen like a hoodlum/sistagirl after schooooll goin to different random ass places haha good timesss! other than that i don't got much to complain about...i am really glad that i've become so close to some people at this school. i honestly was nott expecting to be included this fast, this easily, but i had an insider (thanks boo :]) who totally had my back so i'm just really glad and thankful haha
hmmm yess so i was thinking about grass stains today.
i used to get them alllll the damn time
cuz i was outside playing all the damn time haha
but i was thinking about them today. and i realized that its been at least a couple of years since i've gotten one or even thought about it.
this fact makes me a bit sad to be honest =(
ughh i feel like life is going by wayyyy toooo fast
i mean in just a bit more than a year, all of my friends and I will be whisked away off to college to pretty much start our adult livessss!
i really just dont know what to do -_-
this is slightly why i get upset when people rag on me for doing baby things. i knowww i knoww they are baby thingss i'm not STUPIDDD
but honestly why do you think i'm doing them? cuz i really am a baby?
i hope people don't think this
but why i really do it is because i want to hold on to the easy years of life, for as long as i can.
i have the rest of my life to live my life
this may be a bit immature in other's eyes, but in mine this is crucially important
ahhh i don't really know how to explain, but i just really want to hold on a bit longer, rather than join in the scramble to grow up as fast as possible.
say what you will, but i want to continue on doing baby things and getting grass stains