vicious circles

AHHHHHHHH!!! ok i'm officially going CRAZY cuz i want these shoes sooo friggen bad...its so sad...its gotten to the point where i'm coming home from school and just staring longingly at my confirmation email from journeys when i KNOW that its backordered until friday....ughhh ima go insaneeeee until i have these shoes...ugh sadnesss

anywaysss!!!!

yeah so i kinda forgot the point of this blog. it was basically to give kudos to the person who thought of the phrase "vicious circle"

when caught in circles, they can indeed be vicious!

like for example, when my parents are being mean to me, i try to avoid them as any normal human would do, but when i go to ignore them, they get all mad at me all over again, hence the vicious cycle...-_- yeah it kinda sucksss poop

or like another example is when i really don't wanna start my hw, and i waste time doing stupid things like fbing, then i look at the time and i'm like oh shaiza! its soo late i need to do my hw!, and the cycle starts all over again....

these cycles are just meanies aren't they?

yeahhh soo

OH! i wannna talk bout something i love right quick herrr :)

i LOVE LOVE LOVEE when people mix up their words and then repeat their mixed up words while shaking their head, then proceed to correct themselves haha ;) its the best yo!

for example, i heard someone who meant to say "black bag"

say "bak blag" haha :D and she repeats "bak blag" like she's supremely disappointed 

and then proceeds to correct herself

ahhh it was so funny it made my day :)))

bit random but i just wanted to announce that i am now almost completely accepting of my height and i feel no disadvantage or inferiority in being no taller than five feet ( a lil china girl opened my eyes ) haha

ok i'm way too tired and i don't think i made sense

bye! :D

grass stains

sooo...i'm tired as a mofo but i just wanted to make a blog cuz i haven't in the LONGESSTT of timesss ;)
ummm life's been aight these dayss...apart from the whole grades FIASCOOO that occurred in which many of my friends and myself became grizzoundedd =/ yeah that was NOT funn! anyhoo i've just been chillen like a hoodlum/sistagirl after schooooll goin to different random ass places haha good timesss! other than that i don't got much to complain about...i am really glad that i've become so close to some people at this school. i honestly was nott expecting to be included this fast, this easily, but i had an insider (thanks boo :]) who totally had my back so i'm just really glad and thankful haha
hmmm yess so i was thinking about grass stains today.
i used to get them alllll the damn time
cuz i was outside playing all the damn time haha
but i was thinking about them today. and i realized that its been at least a couple of years since i've gotten one or even thought about it.
this fact makes me a bit sad to be honest =(
ughh i feel like life is going by wayyyy toooo fast
i mean in just a bit more than a year, all of my friends and I will be whisked away off to college to pretty much start our adult livessss!
i really just dont know what to do -_-
this is slightly why i get upset when people rag on me for doing baby things. i knowww i knoww they are baby thingss i'm not STUPIDDD
but honestly why do you think i'm doing them? cuz i really am a baby?
i hope people don't think this
but why i really do it is because i want to hold on to the easy years of life, for as long as i can.
i have the rest of my life to live my life
this may be a bit immature in other's eyes, but in mine this is crucially important
ahhh i don't really know how to explain, but i just really want to hold on a bit longer, rather than join in the scramble to grow up as fast as possible.
say what you will, but i want to continue on doing baby things and getting grass stains