hmmm well i just want to comment on how pretty much everyone on this earth has a thing that they do whether it be every so often or every second of their existense....(second is a wierd word when said multiple times....and a wierd one to spell) yeah so i've discovered many odd things that i do that just has no purpose...like when i'm at any burrito place i mean it doesn't really matter if its a burrito place but anyways...any of the wrapping that came with my meal? yeah i tend to fold it...and its not just one time i've noticed its every single time...i mean i dunno what's wrong with me! haha its so wierd its like i'm saving it for later or want to make some origami shit(haha how asian of me) from it...damn i'm just gunna throw it away and move on with life like seconds after...weird. my god u know whats horrible? i JUST had a revelation that i've been spelling weird wrong all my life..don't you hate that? when u've been doing the same thing your entire life and all of a sudden figure out that its completely and totally just wrong?...ugh.. yeah it sucks. anyways back to the topic before its just little things like that that i notice and don't understand. wow this really had no meaning at all =(other things that i wanted to talk about are dreams. they're soooo weird...(all throughout this i've been having to go back and change the spelling of weird...aigoo chamna) what are they for? what is the meaning of the tiny blips of different and strange stories that our minds tell us when we go to sleep? i mean who the hell is making these dreams up? is it ourselves? (cuz then i fear that i'm really stranger than i thought) and what about nightmares? why the fuck do we have nightmares?! if we really are making our own dreams then that means we're all like inflicting pain upon ourselves....ooh..that didn't sound good...maybe not haha gahhh i'm ramblinganyhoo i have this recurring dream...and its really scary well actually i have two:
1.) the first dream i have is of me as a little baby evelyn and i'm sitting in the passenger seat while my mom is driving. no one else is in the car and it starts out with us just goin for a drive you know. then my mom stops at a gas station and tells me (if i'm a baby how can i understand?) that she needs to get something and to stay where i am....like i'm going to go somewhere haha but she gets out and everythings chill for a bit...but then!! dun dun dunnnn!!! the car starts to roll backwards...and its going slow at first but then the car picks up speed faster and faster and faster and i can't do anything about and it ends...i usually wake up crying =(
2.) the second dream that keeps coming back is....unusual and a lil patheticwell i have this family friend in illinois whos like a couple years older than me...but when we were kids he had this mortal combat game...yeah i hate it cuz he'd like describe all the characters to me and freak me out...but anyhho in the dream i'm in this like distant land..i'm not really sure who i am but i'm pretty sure i'm like the hero of the land. thats all good and well but when it starts to get ugly is when all of a sudden my entire family and my friends (at the time- in misery) are all the bad guys and all of them are trying to kill me....i never make it i think...yeah i usually wake up crying to that one too....
wow that sounded terrible....but i have good dreams too so don't worry about me! haha ;)
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